Saturday, March 11, 2006

for those who know

i think that it would relieve you guys to know that i'm not a "woman of steel". i cried already. it was not an i-can't-take-this-anymore episode, but more of a few minutes of feeling that things have started to sink in. a few minutes that repeated a few times within the day.

honestly, i'm not sure yet what i'm going through right now, that's why i can't feel anything intensely. i don't know if the decision was right, or if it was at least the best decision to make under the circumstances. i only pray that if a mistake was made, it can be rectified before it is too late.

4 comments:

papie said...

niyayakap kita ngayon. habang pinipisil ang boobs.

Anonymous said...

grace! anong nangyari? :(

i thought of giving u a call sa office kaya lang im sure super busy ka, kaya i decided to leave a message here instead.

Anonymous said...

you don't have to pressure yourself to feel or not to feel anything. everything will fall into place in God's time. love ya!
-der

grace said...

papie, wala kang mapipisil sa kin. :D

chi, papu is not papu if not for her boobs. hehe. :)

sarah, tsaka ko na lang siguro ipaliliwanag. or tanungin mo ko, pag nagkasalubong tayo.

derder, at this point, given a choice, i'd want to feel. it's hard not to feel much or anything at all. but don't worry, i'm not pressuring myself.